Life can be erratic, incomprehensible, complicated, easy, fun, hard, perplexing, mind blowing… but either way, I believe there is something, someone (whoever or whatever that may be for each of you) that controls it all. And it’s for this reason that I really don’t believe that things can get out of control. It may seem like sometimes things are terribly out of control and you can’t stop the spinning. It’s like you’re tremendously, belligerently, over the top drunk and you get the bed spins and you can’t make it stop no matter what limb you put up into the air.
Life sucks. The big one. And no matter how hard we all try we are going to be tested in some way with some event. There are things that each of us has to learn and grow into, and life will throw things at us to make us think, learn and grow. And when you wish it enough, and you know exactly what you want out of life, at times, it’s going to throw it at you just to see how you react.
Everyone always says life loves to throw you curve balls. And in my experience it tends to do it… a lot. But I’ve also noticed that there’s always a reason… to show you that you need to be responsible for your actions, appreciate something that you may have forgotten to, maybe there’s something you need to start doing or stop doing, maybe you’re meant to start something new, be something new, go back, go forward, go completely around… whatever way we are meant to go, there’s something bigger than either of us that knows exactly what way we are headed.